Just Some Things

Since some people in my blood relations seem to be drinking their own Kool-Aid and have repeated certain lies so often that they have become their twisted version of truth, I'd like to point out some problems in your stories. I doubt it's going to change your perception that you are wonderful people who are the victims in all things. But at least I can say you were informed since I know little pitchers have big ears. 

First: It's rather difficult for things to occur as laid out in your lies when you state events happened at a time when YOU DID NOT HAVE the vehicle the alleged events happened in. Oh, you thought no one noticed that? Wrong. I did. My mother and I were threatened with jail time when we tried to request an inquiry into that little bit of sunshine.

Second: When you are conspiring to tell lies on someone, perhaps you shouldn't do it when other people are around. Didn't think I knew about an arrangement with a certain cousin to say HER kid was messed with, too, when it was a lie, did you? Wrong again. Have another drink of Kool-Aid.

Third: When you have a known history of lying to my face when I know the truth, you can hardly expect I'm going to believe ANY of the verbal diarrhea that spews from your face. I seem to recall a certain pear shaped girl being in my room running up my mother's phone bill while the children  she was supposed to be taking care of destroyed about $1000 worth of collectibles. This when they had been allowed to come into our house only with MY nod of approval when my mother asked about it so that their CHILDREN would not be sleeping in a car in winter. She then tried to deny it when confronted with the shattered bits of collectibles she tried to hide under the bed and a phone bill showing she was making calls from a phone which she had been told NOT TO TOUCH and which was in MY ROOM on the call dates. Yeah, your credibility is about zero in my book, liar.

Fourth: Let me give you a little enlightenment about child molesters so you can understand why your story gets shakier every time you tell it. When a molester targets little girls, there is only a 21% chance that same molester will target little boys.  So, you say my nephew molested a bunch of little girls and then just because you're too stupid to know better, sure why not let's make him look REALLY sick in court and toss in a couple of little boys, too. Yeah, he admitted something DID happen with his sister. I know why, too. It happened because they were trying to mimic the PORN you losers left where your kids could get it. Oh, did I mention I know the kids had been left in the house ALONE that day? Sorry, you idiots, but a kid doesn't lie about something that humiliating to their GRANDMOTHER when she asks what has been going on and says she wants the full truth. Oh, and a guilty boy would not have called me in tears and said, "Aunt Jolie, they're saying the only way I'll ever get out is to say I did all those things. But I didn't! What should I do?"  Yeah, indicators toward a bunch of immature, vindictive liars targetting a little boy? They're in there.

Fifth: The youngest children involved in this whole mess have been groomed and prepped and told the lies to say so much that they believe them now. Yeah, I heard about that, too. Again, you're too stupid to be cautious about where and when you plot and who you threaten.Things get around.

Sixth: You people have made an art of using little children to carry out personal vendettas. My brother's wife should be ashamed of herself that she is so jealous that my moronic sibling screwed someone else before her royal hiney that she has to take it out on the kids from the previous wife. Yeah, that's mature. Oh, wait, she wasn't exactly grown when my ADULT brother started boffing her. So perhaps expecting maturity out of a psychotically jealous, lying KID was too much to expect? I'm telling you right now, you people need to start acting like grown ups and leave my nephew and his sister ALONE. They are not in your lives or your homes any more, so you need to just shut the fuck up and leave them be. Yes, I've heard all about you verbally and emotionally battering the sister when she speaks up for her sibling. Don't you all feel so proud bashing on a young woman trying to cope with having a disabled son? Why don't you all do what you do best and just go get drunk and fall down all over each other and call it lurve?

Seventh: Do not EVER think for a minute that just because you can squirt out more little mini mes like a good little Catholic that any of you are in any way better than me. Do not EVER delude yourselves into thinking you are the ones who pulled away from me.Let me tell you something, I only went to family functions because it made MOM happy. Being forced to be around you drunken asses who couldn't make it through a holiday without a fucking fight was a nightmare. Don't make ME the villain when YOU people are the ones who are still pickling yourselves in alcohol at every available opportunity. YOU are the ones who still do drugs and act like no one knows it.

I'm clean. I pulled away from you people because it was necessary to save myself. Given the choice of save myself or hang around with you poisonous people, guess what I chose? In order to recover from addiction issues, you have to cut the people who refuse to get help out of your life. Guess what? That means you had to go. You know what else? I have been SO much happier without all of your bullshit drama going on around me all the time.  Know what else? I'm willing to give up that peace if it means you  fuckers have to wake up and face reality. I am sick to fucking death of you pointing fingers at me and at little kids who never did anything but be born and ask to be loved.  My brother may have thrown away the boy HE chose to claim as his son. I have not. Michael is MY NEPHEW and if you don't like that idea, it's just tough shit. As far as I'm concerned your opinions matter less than a little bird poop on a windshield because, at the end of the day, you're still a bunch of drunk assholes and I'm still a recovered addict/alcoholic.

Eighth: If you don't want to hear the truth, then you are more than welcome to not read what I have to say. You can't make me stop. It's not slander if it's true. In order for it to be "defamation of character" people have to give a shit who you are and you have to have a GOOD reputation beforehand. None of you do.  Your names are readily available online thanks to you having made sure you spread around all the articles about Michael being once again incarcerated without just cause to every body you could think of. Oh, you thought suddenly hiding all your little "yay us" posts meant I wouldn't find out? Yeah, online is a funny place. There are little crumb trails everywhere.  Oh, just so you know, since YOUR names aren't on here, you can't say I'm slandering you anyway. I have the right to speak about my life publicly if I want to. If people can dig your names up easy as pie on an ancestry or public records  search, well, that's not my fault, is it? *smile* See, I'm tired of cowering and hiding from the past. This shit has only continued to be the bane of our society because people like you continue to deny, twist things and take out your vengeful wrath for what's been done to you on the wrong people rather than dealing with your real issues. You plug your ears and yell rather than listening to the truth. Well, you can still choose to do that by closing your browser window. You're as free to do that as I am to write it.

I'd just like to say in closing that I really do pity the whole lot of you if you truly believe all the stuff your Christian faith espouses. Because come judgment day, ya'll are screwed and not in the fun way. I understand it that God supposedly has some mercy for people who acknowldege and repent for their downfalls. You people... hell you're so full of denial that you believe your own bullshit. And that means you're not getting the pass when the time comes. Poor itty babies.... Am I perfect? Nope. But I never claimed to be, either.