I needed a little something

Well, I have a very bad habit of keeping a lot of shit to myself. Truth is, it causes to many issues with my health because it keeps me stressed out. So, I figured I'd just start writing about things. One might ask why I choose to do this publicly. There are a few reasons. First, I want it where other survivors might see it. Maybe reading some of this will help them in some way. If nothing else, it's just another illustration that they are not alone. I don't claim to be a professional anything. I'm just a person and all I can write about is my personal experience.  Second, I am sick and tired of certain people keeping skeletons in the closet and not owning what they do. They are hurting other people because they can't grow up and get help. They want to sit back and talk shit about other people when they are up to their eyeballs in bullshit themselves. Third, well, i just need a place where I can vent, talk, to whatever. I'm not doing this for attention. I ;m not doing this for fans. Frankly, I couldn't care less if people like this, hate this, or anything else. Like most things I do, I'm doing it because I FEEL like it and I don't give a tinker's damn what other people think of it.  So, I'll be adding things here as I can and you're welcome to comment or whatever. But I have comments on moderation. Just so you know, this isn't a democracy. This isn't the press where you get all those nice little freedoms. This is MY little blog space and I'm free to allow your comments or not as I please. Being a whiny little bitch about it if I moderate you won't do a damn thing but make me laugh my ass off at you.